"i've been curious . how do you know you love that person . how do you know that person loves you too . how do you know you wont leave that person . how do you know that person wont leave you too . how do you know you have found what you're looking for . how do you even know what you're looking for ?"
sometimes the one thing you are looking for is the one thing you can't see "but how are you going to find what you're looking for when you can never see it ? i know that i've been looking for something but i've never known what it was until i found him and yet he told me that he aint what i was looking for . it was so easy for him to just let go . i've never met anyone so heartless before . i never want to let go , i loved him too much .
" i would rather have had one breath of his hair , one kiss from his mouth , one touch of his hand , than eternity without it . one
"what i'd do without him ? i was already blinded by his light . my world has been nothing but pitch black . is there a way to repair this blindness . is there even a cure for this sickness . i had been broken beyond repair . too broken to stand , too broken to feel . i'm lost and on my own yet still here finding someone to replace . to be new , to be happy , to be loved .
" to love is to suffer . to avoid suffering , one must not love ; but then one suffers from not loving . therefore , to love is to suffer , not to love is to suffer , to suffer is to suffer . to be happy is to love ; to be happy then is to suffer , but suffering makes one unhappy ; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness . i hope you're getting this down "