ADA TAK ORANG TERFIKIR PERASAAN KORANG..Ntah kenapa..aku terasa nak tulis camni.

1.Pernah tak korang rasa dah berusaha banyak benda, then usaha korang dipandang rendah atau tak dihargai….

2.Pernah tak korang rasa korang dah buat keja cam yang diarahkan tapi bila dah penat-penat buat benda tue korang di kutuk di maki atau di dengki oleh kawan-kawan korang..

3.Pernah tak korang rasa kadang-kadang korang macam diperlukan oleh ramai orang then bila korang buat keja tu (bila terfikir balik) rupa-rupanya korang just nak diperguna untuk kepentingan orang lain.

4.Pernah korang rasa korang dah berusaha sebaik mungkin tapi rupanya uasaha korang tuk belum cukup nak memuaskan hati sendiri atau orang lain.

5.Pernah tak korang rasa diri cam tak guna sangat..dan cemburu ngan kejayaan orang lain?dalam hati korang korang tau korang boleh buat lebih baik..Tapi biila korang buat sungguh2 korang tetap rasa tak puas hati..

6.Pernah tak korang rasa dipermainkan dan tak dihargai..wlaupun korang ikhlas nak menolong..tapi time korang susah tak semua orang ada tuk tolong korang atau..korang rasa susah hati so, korang tak mintak bantuan sebab tak nak menyusahkan kawan-kawan korang..

7.Pernah tak korang rasa kadang-kadang cam rasa terasing padahal, semua tu kawan-kawan korang (korang dah biasa makan bersama, gelak ketawa bersama atau buat keja bersama-sama) tapi terasa cam dorang tak mengendahkan korang..

8.Pernah tak korang rasa dunia ni cam tak adil..

9.Pernah tak korang rasa nak jadi yang terbaik..dan kebanggaan semua orang tapi tanggungjawab dan harapan yang orang /kawan/keluarga bagi tu terlalu besar..sehinggakan korang rasa tertekan sangat..

10.Pernah tak korang rasa korang tau benda tu salah..tapi kalau korang buat juga sebab korang yang tentukan pilihan tu..sebab korang tau kalau korang tak buat salah, korang tak kan pernah rasa apa tu menyesal’..atau apa tu sedih’ atau..apa tu pengalaman’..

11.Pernah tak korang rasa sedih disebabkan seseorang…walaupun dia tak buat apa kat korang tapi tindakan dia, tingkah laku, kata-kata atau sikap dia buat korang rasa diri tak guna/sedih/sakit hati..tapi korang tak mampu nak buat apa..

12.Pernah tak korang rasa tetap nak terus buat apa yang korang nak, sebab korang rasa tak semua orang pernah nak faham kenapa/mengapa/sebab korang bertindak macam tu…

13.Pernah tak korang rasa sedih…tapi tak mau orang tahu kesedihan tu so, korang pergi satu tempat yang hanya korang ja tau..lepas tu menangis sepuas-puasnya.(sendirian)

14.Pernah tak korang rasa tekanan atau sedih cara korang redakan benda tu korang bercerita dengan kawan/melalak tak tentu pasal/blogging/buat keja/ketawa puas2… tapi kesedihan atau tekanan tu tak hilang jugak..

15.Pernah tak korang rasa kadang-kadang cam terabai atau hidup korang boring gila..tak tau nak buat apa..cara menyenangkan hati, menyibukkan diri atau mengambil berat kawan sebelah korang dengan harapan korang dapat tolong dia dan menghiburkan hati korang ….tapi hidup tetap rasa boring…

16.Pernah korang rasa penat fikir banyak benda……tapi korang tetap degil nak fikir sesuatu nak membantu kawan korang /diri sndiri atau nak jaga perasaaan orang lain. Pendek kata korang nni degil la….

17. Pernah tak korang rasa diri korang cam susah nak difahami..?atau orang anggap korang ni susah sangat nak difahami atau dinasihati padahal jawapan korang nak mudah ja (sebenarnya korang sendiri pun dah tau apa jawapan tu tapi saja nak mendengar apa yang orang lain fikir- yang pelik korang tetap degil gak nak jawapan yang memuaskan hati korang)

18.Pernah tak korang rasa dalam satu hari tu hati korang asyik teringat seseorang..tapi saja tak ambil tau pasal diri dia, padahal korang nak sangat jumpa dia…bila jumpa tak tau nak buat apa?

19.Pernah tak korang rasa tak larat sangat………

20.Pernah tak korang terfikir kenapa aku tulis camni?huuu....aku pun tak paham…napa nak tulis cmni..

i lost my chance to say...

I never dreamt it'd be this way . I've lost any chance for me to say , to say that I miss you, say that I love you . Will someone please tell me I'm okay . I wasn't prepared for what's to come. A life made of memories gone so young and now I'm regretting all I've done but in your heart know that I'm with you all along . Wherever you go , I will be waiting . Whenever you call , I will be there . Whatever it takes , I'll make your darkest days so bright . I'm in your heart tonight . I never thought that this could go and take me away from all I know and leave me to think I'm on my own but your love will take me , you were the one who sat through nights , you held me tight and made sure I'm okay and I thank you for the love you gave to me .

You..

have u ever loved somebody ,

next day they're gone and leave u lonely?

oh u wished u could turn back time ,

thinking what went wrong this time..

love is precious that what they say ,

love is hard cause they hardly stay

nobody said it would be easy ,

all they said was it makes u happy

but i realized they were insane ,

for being in love brings only pain

hugs and kisses ,

love and promise ,

all they do is trick us ladies

love is all said and done ,

true love is what u'll never find

prince charming is a fraud ,

for he's not kind but only hotmen are all typically the same

cause they all think of one thinggreat outer ,

bad inner ,

thats what made them a winner

"i'm sorry , i love her more" ,

all these bullshits make us soretrusts

and vows they mean nothing

cause we are puppets

they hold our strings

take my words now that i'm strong..

IS THERE A GUY WHO CAN PROVE ME WRONG ?

Some One Special?

it's so easy to fall in love but hard to find someone who will catch you

"i've been curious . how do you know you love that person . how do you know that person loves you too . how do you know you wont leave that person . how do you know that person wont leave you too . how do you know you have found what you're looking for . how do you even know what you're looking for ?"

sometimes the one thing you are looking for is the one thing you can't see "but how are you going to find what you're looking for when you can never see it ? i know that i've been looking for something but i've never known what it was until i found him and yet he told me that he aint what i was looking for . it was so easy for him to just let go . i've never met anyone so heartless before . i never want to let go , i loved him too much .

" i would rather have had one breath of his hair , one kiss from his mouth , one touch of his hand , than eternity without it . one

"what i'd do without him ? i was already blinded by his light . my world has been nothing but pitch black . is there a way to repair this blindness . is there even a cure for this sickness . i had been broken beyond repair . too broken to stand , too broken to feel . i'm lost and on my own yet still here finding someone to replace . to be new , to be happy , to be loved .

" to love is to suffer . to avoid suffering , one must not love ; but then one suffers from not loving . therefore , to love is to suffer , not to love is to suffer , to suffer is to suffer . to be happy is to love ; to be happy then is to suffer , but suffering makes one unhappy ; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness . i hope you're getting this down "