sakit yg semakin sakit.
lali dgn penyakit yg x da makna apa2 pada aku..
hoping cpt smbuh..
rehat?
NO way!..rehat buat aku manja dgn sakit..
or maybe coz i read sum1 idea resting only makes sickness bcum worse!
thats why aku buat xtau yg aku sakit..
uuh...
*tapi apesal benda ni buat aku makin lemah??
nak bangun pening yang amat..lemah!benci btul bila jadi camni..
im not doing sumthg stupid to make myself suddently sick..
shit!for wat?
in pain dgn sengaja..??
mna aku tau aku nak sakit?and its happen make me suffer so much..
rs sakit yang buat aku nak tjatuh setiap kali berdiri..
blank for a moment..
dan aku mengucap..setiap kali tidur dan bangun..
perit yg menyebabkan aku rasa,cukup la.....aku tak daya nak tahan..
texting....texting..write a simple msg
hoping he pick me up..
at least he knw her daugher in dem sick..?!!
for him yg xpenah nak ambik tau!
demam,bengkak kat leher..pucat,mata yg merah dan sakit..
shit!langsung x endah..
well actually i never let him knw wat happen to me..
wen im really dat sick, pain, atau susah....
only let him knw
proudly to let him knw if sumthg positif happen,kejayaan...
or sumthg yg mmbanggakn..or my show going well>>>without his support!
coz i knw he never cares!
i knw he always like dat..as long she with him.
Suddently aku rasa sakit luar makan kat dalam......
yang rasanya lebih sakitt sampai aku jadi..
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrggh~!!
try to avoid this sickness
im doing sumthing yg leh wat dia tau..
aku bleh hidup pon wthout parents!
without support..
well hoping dia hidup bahagia ngn family baru dia..
shit...bende ni buat aku sedih gile!!!
entahh la........
